maria luisa

	you scream like no ending
	you talk like no one is there
	you stop me like im your daughter
	you make me like your own baby
	you scream with someone like his not alone
	your voice sometimes scares me like hell
	hehehe...
	but im still laughing at you
	still im not angry with you too
	because that is you
	the only you
	you give me some reasons not to be angry at you
	you are so brave
	you have such beauty
	middle asian beauty
	i don't have that kind but i have my own beauty too
	now im laughing, at you
	sometimes im so angry but i can't angry with you
	you talk a lot i know that with you
	you never keep secret
	you explain it like it is not a secret
	i hate it when im listening
	but i can't judge someone like you
	you share me some of your thoughts
	same reasons some of your understatement
	without any hesitations at all
	you give me no reasons sometimes im ashame to admit it
	for you it is nothing at all
	someone admires me you admire him back
	i was thinking you like him too
	i know a bit of him though
	but you never say a word
	i never share it too
	i don't know nothing is just, you pretend something
	you scares me sometimes
	i can't control you
	you control me
	that scares me so much
	im your baby
	i feel i am even im not
	i mean not really not
	but for you i am what i am
	u YOUR partner
	in a friendly way
	in a friendly day
	in a friendly moment
	like this now this
	with me with you
	im your
	how i call it
	Hangingout AUNT
	///////////////

	Those part of you i like to know more
	Those part of it i guess i like it
	Those amasing gesture of yours sounds familiar
	I guess i love the sounds of your voice
	Your so typical sounds like or more like
	I like your style the way i see it
	I like the way you look , looks like it
	I can see you have those egocentric attitude
	No names no written names just anonymous
	I can't share you to others
	Your part of my imaginations
	My creations
	My favorite
	Really i adore the way you dress yourself
	i know the sounds of that behavior of yours
	your such a thing i can't understand
	your attitude speak like one
	i feel like you are watching me without dignifying me
	i feel your eyes in me
	hehehe...sorry
	i can still sense that still
	is just i can sense you and the feeling is right
	but yet still wrong
	i wish you stop it you stop that
	but i guess you can't stop the unstoppable
	i imagine your so close sometimes
	i imagine your so top sometimes
	i imagine your anger over me too
	i imagine you much more everyday every moment of the day
	that is also my senses
	im not sure it is so
	but i feel you with that
	even im not sure still i feel you
	your my part of my hero
	your my part of my shadow
	your glance scares me much
	i wish i can be there next to you
	i wish i can talk with you
	but i know your just my creations again
	my imaginations again
	always are my
	very conclusions
	my center
	my universe
	my admirer
	//////////i mean i admire you too..

	Ooopppsss
	when i was closer
	i feel the way you look at me
	hmmm..
	then i know your so gorgeous
	if i see you next time
	perhaps sooner enough
	i might ask for your name
	we just talk a bit
	and then you ask me
	i look familiar
	and i was surprise the way you ask me
	because it is so funny
	your asking me
	like where do i live
	funny , funny that is funny
	hmmm...
	and you smile at me
	i love those eyes
	i love the way you smile at me
	and the way you talk
	really honey
	your top
	just imagine that
	one of those nice good looking one
	i love your lips
	i love your eyes
	i love the way you look
	perhaps just perhaps
	i will see you around
	next time.

	You are bless because you are sorrounded with blessings
	You are what you are and exactly who you are
	i was thinking im the center of your what we call it eyes
	but i guess im just wrong as what i feel i guess or might be
	im wrong because im wrong
	im just hmmm...for you im not
	but then that is part of your choices
	yes,absolutely i understand it now
	or i feel that how you say it
	i believe i feel it
	if not then not
	if you think that is wrong or that is not right
	i get it too
	if you say i stop it now
	i don't love you no more
	that is my word
	your word i mean
	then probably that is part of you deeply saying it
	and because you feel that way
	i guess i have to admit it
	its gone
	its over
	your over me
	finito..
	bravo..
	cool..
	now get this
	i feel cool
	now i feel cool
	so leave it that way
	just leave it
	and forget it.
	//////////////

	Cool day so relaxing even i have my tears
	but it is just that tears on my pillow
	good i feel much better now
	that is also nice
	very nice
	now discover new ideas and new things around
	if you are like wishing something
	do it like you can have it
	if you are looking for someone else
	do it quickly
	if your thoughts is like she is the one
	very younger
	very sexier
	so imaginative
	so elegant
	so intelligent
	so you have your own choice of understanding
	do it quickly
	no hazzle prizzle
	make a decision
	make it happen
	make it today
	now at least not tomorrow
	for the better
	so that you feel better
	i feel better
	got it.
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	i can't stand feeling so alone
	being without you even yet your not that far distance
	seeing the possibility being someone nearby
	closer than you think about
	even the distance between each other still it is like
	not at all
	as i imagine the unimaginable like if
	your too closer
	to touch you
	to feel you
	something i thought i imagine with
	the saying is the closer the better
	but yet not enough
	because that's what we are
	i know i hurt your feelings
	i know it
	but sometimes being hurt is also one reasons
	to have guts to wait enough
	if you stick enough
	to know me better
	to know you much better
	i don't ask for more
	i only dream you
	i only wanted to dream us
	that's what i want
	but then dreaming sometimes is not really not good enough
	i will not dream about it any longer
	i will dream that only we have something to think of
	might be as your friend
	might be as whatever
	still that is good than nothing more
	but to know and to feel something for us
	is one thing sometimes one thing i wish for
	being around you maybe is also one reasons
	to see you
	personally
	that's what are part of one reasons
	the first glance
	the first talk
	i guess it is too much
	to feel that
	i know i dream you
	too much more
	that is why
	dreaming is really totally magnificient
	amasingly beautiful and very wanting
	i dream about you
	to be with you
	even in a day
	oooh...
	what a day
	///////////////////////written by : m.l.escobidal

Seeing it the real it

	i feel so surprise of knowing it
	and then beneath of it
	that it is important to know it
	and knowing it is seeing it
	and even how to say it
	is something i will not regret it
	and then seeing you again for the first time
	im so surprise that you of all people
	i feel like the most people
	and telling the most important thing
	really im so scared why is that
	i thought we thought that
	we almost really almost hmmm...
	and im happy that your out of it
	and understand part of it
	is just your my alma matter
	since where young i always see you
	and when where growing up i still see you
	even your in love i know it
	even your married i know it
	and seeing you there now today is just like
	i cried too much of thinking of lossing my very alma matter
	everyone see's im crying much
	because your my alma matter
	our alma matter
	is just knowing you i know
	it is impossible that you will do that
	and good thing still you stand here with us
	and i thought i feel that i almost lost you forever
	good thing i did not and we did not
	that is why don't do it again
	your not wasting time to someone like that
	and i know you
	part of everything you do
	i feel you are very brave
	and i feel you are too weak
	to destroy something then do it
	never lost faith
	never lost hope
	never lost it
	i know you can do it
	your my cousin
	i know you can do it
	we know you
	your my alma matter
	the only one
	still
	we just miss you
	and i just miss you very much
	all i can say is
	come back home
	with us
	with all of us
	hope you will stay longer
	hope you will stay here again with us
	with your mother
	with your children
	we just love you
	i love you
	//////////for you : alma

	Black skinny nigligee i wore that day
	we walk so quitely undisturbed
	and interring the sliding reddish floor
	a prominently outer spaces
	wide an extraordinary one
	nobody seems to notice but us
	a witty bluish water
	ringing into my ears
	that over flowing bluish clear water
	running to attract your attentions
	i was so excited to run over it
	and never imagined how beauty the day is
	were totally surprised
	it looks like we all are alone not totally alone
	but someone is there
	watching to protect the garden
	i was so happy really to know that
	never thought we are just us
	and then we have to spring over
	but then we realised it was a bliss
	why we feel bliss
	is just the place
	so quite
	so beautiful
	so reluctant
	so animated
	we are sorrounded with beautiful garden
	along with beautiful trees
	and the center is just a perfect as it is
	it was amazing day
	totally relaxing
	not knowing that i love to go again
	and imagining not so quite busy
	so great
	totally are
	wonderful
	i feel comfortable
	really comfortable
	what a perfect day for me
	the sounds of the weather
	the sounds of the birds
	and the sounds of the water
	flowing like no ending
	it was so silvern gorgeous
	and the greenish garden
	sprinkling over it
	walking so easily
	totally are
	magnificient day
	really incredible
	how gorgeous the day is
	really so great
	a great day to remember
	////////////////////////written by: m.l.escobidal

She is like alone

	she maintain to be like alone
	but seeing her towards somebody else
	sometimes i can tell she can have success
	but then how deeply her sorrow inside
	that i can't count on her
	she is like dancing with happiness
	she is like dancing with fun
	she is like dancing with success
	but then she is not like that at all
	she can be your friend
	she can be a family
	she can be someone friend
	she is what she is like a almost perfect one
	but then she is an enemy too
	she can be your enemy
	she can be everyones enemy
	she can be like a hiding enemy number one
	she is like that in a way the way she is
	then she attact one
	then she have so much jealousy
	on her family matters
	she thinks she will become something or somebody else then
	but then that changes when she attact her
	she is like a total stranger to her family
	everyone thinks she is like she is
	a perfect one
	a perfect cool and a good one
	i can sense she is not totally that
	but then when i almost know her
	i was thinking she is cool
	but then she isn't
	how strange she is when you know the deepest thing
	shes done
	it is a question why she done it
	it is i think jealousy towards her
	she is so beautiful
	she is also beautiful
	she is almost like rich
	she is not like her
	but then when she is almost rich
	she do something to make it none rich
	she do something bad
	she make a decision without hesitations at all
	she just make it
	without who cares at nobody
	even that nobody is her family
	she is not really not cool
	i thought she is kind
	but then she isn't
	nobody understood her
	her sense of being one of a kind
	become totally not the same
	toward what she acted
	toward the way she is thinking
	because for us
	we are thinking in a wrong directions
	we think somebody else or another sister
	but then that sister is good
	she is not
	now she is the worst enemy for the whole family
	with them not to us
	but with them
	i wish she will change
	because you can't change somebody's attitude
	the way she is
	is totally a stranger
	to us
	a totally
	a Traitor
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